on days that i don't see any of my friends...

i barely talk.


then i go home and start rambling on and on.

apparently that's my habit, since my mom can tell.



i post weird stuff?

The art of lying:

BE believable.

Have an active imagination.

Poker face, anyone?

HAH. i've got a free US itunes account.


Off to download madly!

probably one of the shortest stories ever written.


for sale: baby's shoes, never worn.
-hemingway


still. that says a lot, doesn't it?

it's funny how i KNOW the coffee at ccx in fas taste like crap, but i always end up buying it.

it's always too hot, or too tasteless, or too crappy, or too something.

weird how i always finish the crappy coffee though.


we NEED better coffee at fas thank you very much. i know there's the deck but that's a little bloody too many steps to climb up to. and crowded. and noisy.

Blue October's music makes me feel emo, which isn't good.

I don't like that feeling.


But I have to say, I love one of the tracks on the album. It's strange, in the sense that it's so not rock-style, and has a weird dance beat through it, but I'm addicted to the song.


Go listen to X Amount of Words by Blue October.

I'm sick of shaking
never waking
from the hell I achieve
I never knew you till you left me
with the crying disease
-blue october

when i'm driving, images of getting into a car crash and burning horrifically to death comes to my mind.


is that normal?


or is it a way of predicting my death?




i hope not. give me an instant death.

i had to recall this word today.


indifference.



it kinds of describe my feelings now very well.

forever and a day.


it's a lovely concept, isn't it?

my mom thought i was a guy, speaking to my sis.


OH MY.



*rolls*

my favourite place to hang out in town is hmv.


although maybe not seeing that hmv MAKES me spend a lot of money.

some guy in class asked me whether the teacher went through anything important in the first ten minutes of the class, because he was late.

i just stared blankly at him and mumbled something about i didn't think so.


wth. he was sitting next to me couldn't he tell that i wasn't paying attention??




and you know how we hear about people with eyes of two colours? apparently it's TRUE. rise against's lead singer does have eyes with different colours. i never knew that.

my toes are bloody itchy.

online shopping = ADDICTIVE

omgwtf. look at THIS.

there are crazy people out there.

much crazier than me.

pfft. bloody embassies and their regulations.



and sometimes it hits me in the face that my dad's a true blue ahbeng. you know how ahbengs like to add the 'ironing board' thingy at the back of their cars?


my dad and his friends pwn these bengs. they made the 'ironing board' thing themselves and fixed it onto their cars. LOL.

of course, they got caught.



why don't we ever think of doing things like that?

i'm so bloody ITCHY.


if chicken pox's like this or worse, i hope i'll never get it.



and asking me to count the bites makes them itch more.

it hurts your eyes to see in darkness.

seriously.



and i'm just a huge mosquito bite now.

so leave me, at the roadside.
and hang me, up and out to dry.

-rise against

some of you guys know that there's a crocodile farm near my house (and teased me a lot about that).


did you know that there's a credit firm next to it?


i'm not very sure what credit firms do, but i'm assuming that they lend money and stuff?



i told my family before. the only reason why they decided to set up a credit firm next to the crocodile farm was so to threaten people who have yet to pay off their loans with, "I'll feed you to the damned crocodiles!"

hell check out the new macbooks.


I WANT.

i'm in school before eight!

and there's an adorable kitten-cat (it's kinda at the in between stage) running around.


when i was walking near the bus stop, i saw three girls getting off the bus, carbon copies of one another. and they knew each other. i didn't know group dressing was still in vogue.

THANKS atee.


Now i'll sleep really well at night. as if.

this is the longest period of time i've gone without a haircut for awhile.

shit i just spent 3 and a half hours on youtube without doing anything else.


i was supposed to be STUDYING.




what a fucking waste of time. not really. i caught up on fangirling! :D

i'm such a geek.

i took a nap in my parents' room, and i woke up in a different reality.


not really. i had no idea what my brain was thinking. i know my parents' room really well, and yet when i woke up i didn't know where i was. i thought that i was in someone else's place. or a hotel or something.


i didn't even remember myself as shuanghong.

so i lay there for awhile, in a slight state of panic wondering where the hell was i, before everything started coming back in bits and pieces.



i don't like naps anymore.

THIS has got to be one of the most interesting and adorable music videos out there. adorable little kids mouthing along to the song!

hey! they started selling peanut buttercups in ntuc! yay!

is there a reason why jesus and zeus sound so similar?

i feel a little childish.


scratch that.

i feel very childish. lol. but it's all in the name of righteous anger!

right. ongying and i went to catch a movie yesterday, and... we learnt that clearly we look younger than we do.


this has happened a few times already, being mistaken for sec or jc kids.


at the cinema counter, we couldn't hear the guy clearly (i had no idea whether he asked if we were students or not. i thought i heard, "two tickets?" but ongying heard differently). so i just said, "yarh 2 tickets.

when we reached into our wallets to pay, we were like, wtf only 6 dollars each? checking the tickets we realized it was student price. i always thought that identification was required (we saw another girl having to show her pass).

then we went to pie kia and bought two small pies. for 2 dollars. when each pie cost more than a dollar. again, i reached into my wallet ready to pay like 3 dollars or something, and the person was like 2 dollars! whatever. paid and left.


well i don't mind looking young. but not immature. young=student price. why the hell not?

stupid bloody china man.

annoying fucker. who refuses to give way and purposely speeds up just so i can't change lane. (what's more a slower lane wtf.)


and for some reason i'm bloody tired.

i should learn that i'm actually quite privileged.


and keep that in mind when i'm complaining about things.




but then again, all these may change in the next few years.

these days, the stars seem out of reach.
these days, there ain't a ladder on these streets.
these days are fast, love don't last, in this graceless age.
there ain't nobody left but us these days.

-these days, bon jovi

are we truly that apathetic?

my music taste ranges pretty widely. but not really, considering the genres that i don't listen to.

but again, rock is a huge genre by itself.

the feeling i get after each concert ends...


it sucks.

i never know when i'll get to see my favourite bands perform live again.


i'm starting to have a newfound appreciation for foo fighters though. learning to fly is really good.

pfft. would someone like to donate money to me?

or introduce me to a job that doesn't take up a lot of time?



i need money. for shopping. and for other things. money is good. money is lovely. money is my religion.

damn i'm obsessed.

riiight. i caught the lifehouse concert, and they were gooooood.

the only bad thing (maybe not only. there were two bad things.) was that the venue sucked. anyone's been to st james powerhouse? yeah it was held there. the bar in the center did not really help much.

and there were a bunch of really tall guys right in front of us. one guy was so tall if he stood up straight i could barely look over his shoulders. i think he heard us complaining (and a bunch of others complaining as well) so he spent most of the concert slouched. lol. for a while i was wondering why the hell was i looking so comfortably over his shoulder. choy took a picture of our view at the start of the concert, when the guy was standing straight. we saw nothing but the shirt of the guy.

then when the concert started, i could see the stage part of the time. the other parts were spent looking at spiky hair (omg the spikes were all over the place obscuring my vision), camera screens (the view was so much better from there lol) and tip-toeing. sometimes i caught the stage through gaps between the necks of the crowd (yes i'm THAT short). it wasn't very comfortable. reminds me of why i like to go to concert venues early and queue.

but the music was seriously good. $70 was totally worth it. and the band responded to calls for encore (i happily contributed to the calls). i do hope that they come back again.

hearing them all over again (i haven't played my lifehouse cds in ages) makes me think that they're quite similar to augustana (a recent addition to my collection). if augustana comes down i'll prolly get tickets too.

now if only jason mraz would come back every year. (let's not talk about rock bands)


btw, did i mention that the band members were in a bus and they drove past the queue? like a few inches away? lol. talk about getting up close and personal.

right. i'm highly disturbed by some idiots.

mcr does not promote death, and yet some people seem to think of it that way. even some of the fans.

i just read this guy's blog (yes it's a guy) who totally acts like a teenie (i thought teenies were reserved for 13 years old girls or something). in one post he mentioned hannah, a girl who committed suicide because she wanted to join the black parade or some crap.

this guy mentioned something similar.


what the fuck. i don't know how old that guy is, but to think of joining her some day is fucking retarded.

seriously. to the parents out there, if your kids do not have the mental capacity to listen to music and not do stupid shit because apparently that's what the music is portraying on the surface, ban your kids from the tv, radio, or any form of the media. they aren't smart enough to discern for themselves what they're supposed to do.


but again, for all i know, the guy might have wrote all that do look cool (not that it's cool). he looked like an ahbeng wanna be anyway.

this is fucking AWESOME.


for some reason, i decided to go to last.fm. as usual, i went straight to the music section, but this time i decided to backspace and head back to the home page. and i saw that there's a lifehouse concert TOMORROW.

of course i decided to buy the tickets.

the system happily informed me that i couldn't get the tickets, so i made some calls and found out there were TWO available tickets. but someone was holding it. so i tried again and again and still couldn't get them. i went searching around ebay and craigslist and forums, and no one had available tickets. i even read stuff like the tickets were sold out.

after trying for 40 minutes, FINALLY i've got access to the system.

and now, i'm gonna see lifehouse LIVE on stage.

either me or carmen must be damn lucky.

mcr, lps and now lifehouse for me in a span of less than a year.

kimi (f1) and lifehouse for carmen in less than a week.

HAH. someone somewhere must really like us.

god. for some reason, the american dollar keeps rising. or is it the site that is wrong?

DROP DAMNIT.


and french oral sucks.

and i need money for the new guitar hero.

wtf it's the start of the month and already i have no money.

granted. the allowance was given to me last week.

and my mom still owes me money.


but still. i hate monthly allowance.

ana! pounds are dropping again. you poor girl.



crap now i'm tempted to go shopping online.