i don't wanna open my eyes no more.
facing each damn day, each damn night.
all i want to do,
is just to look at you, and tell you goodbye.





i'm seriously tired of this.

the fucking stupid kids from the fucking stupid school. i think i can start a whole sub-blog on how much i hate the stupid fuckers. hah.

can you believe them? we went to that school to do our pw experiment. on recycling. and it was like you recycle once you get a gift... then the stupid kids were like buying things just to get the gift. and guess what! the gift is like mamee... 10 packs for $1.05!!

so they went to spend like 70cents to get one packet. either that or they were throwing sweet wrappers and stuff.. whatsmore got students went to pick things out from the recycling bins(which we filled) and gave it back to us. fucking cheapos!

when they kept buying things to recycle yesterday, it ws CUTE. cause they didn't expect a gift. today, they are MONSTERS. kept taking non-stop.

stupid fucking kids. someone should just chop off their heads and hang the heads on a wall or something.



-you smell like whale's vomit.

frozen yoghurt. yum.

and people ask me why i don't believe in marriage.

its official. i am retarded.



none of you can say it though. only i can.

hmm. i was on the bus going home today, and happily sleeping away, of course. then, i suddenly felt a tap on my shoulder(when i was sleeping). so, i woke up. and realised i was reaching my stop soon. i looked around me, but all unfamiliar faces.

so who tapped me?

heh. if it was really a supernatural creature, i thank you. wouldn't want to walk even further back home under the bloody hot sun.

as i was on the way home, i realized one thing.

i really do live a rather privileged life, if you look at it superficially. i am provided for in all materialistic manners, and have no problems in finances.

i should be happy, and stop disliking my family, right?



whatever. one major issue i want to raise.

SOMEBODY PLEASE BAN ALL KIDS BELOW THE AGE OF SEVEN FROM THE BUS.

i was so bloody pissed by this bunch(ok. it was three) of indian(not that i'm racist. but they were indian) girls who look relatively young. they were with their mothers, and they were making a lot of fucking NOISE!! to let you understand how noisy they were, i could hear their bloody high-pitched squeals through my earphones, and my music was playing at the highest volume possible. fucking kids. one zarbo was so irritated she kinda twirled away from her seat and moved to another. quite entertaining, that twirl. whatever, back to the topic. couldn't their mothers do anything?!! all they did was to place thier fucking fingers on their lips. like that fucking helps. stupid fucking kids and their stupid mothers.

please. ban the kids. or tape thier mouths shut everytime they go into a public place.

Every girl dreams of having a white knight. Someone whom can be relied on at all times. Can be trusted for everything. Will always be there for them.

I guess I'm not different in that matter.


Think guys should have one too. God knows what they call this kind of person though. A dream? Heh.




ATEE!!! haha. featured in the papers today. with one miserable line. check out the papers and go support tainted friday when you're free.

i think i've changed. majorly. i guess, in a way, a school changes the way you act, together with the people you hang out with.

seriously, i have no idea of what to think about the things going on in my life. i'm getting sick and tired of it. i need a new setting, a new environment.

wouldn't it be fun if we can all change our life with a stroke of the pen? imagine if we can write our own happy ending, or change our surroundings with just a flourish. hah.

this reminds me of the stupid compre for gp, on genetic engineering. can you believe it? i was arguing that genetic engineering is evil, with points taken from christianity! sorry to the christians out there, but i had never never ever used christianity as a point to help me in my essays before. heh. am i changing in this? or maybe it was just used to give a model answer. stupid fucking gp. creates so much fucking problems.

my opinions of certain people seem to be changing as well. i used to like them, as a person, and now... saying that they irritate me would be a tactful way of saying it. damnit. this really proves the point that what you hear really affects you.


i want to live in an isolated place, with just me and my computer for company. kinda likcastaway, just with my computer and of course broadband connection. heh. what's the point of a computer without internet?







its much better to face these kinds of things with a sense of poise and rationality.

we are all stupid, aren't we?

we do the stupidest things in life, and we continue to do stupider stuff.

i've ripped my mask off.

now its time for me to rip off yours.

fuck you, you fucking hypocrites.