there are times when i wish i had a knife.

one that can cut off all freaking ties.

then i would never again feel an obligation to you.

i seriously hate you.


hate may be too strong a word.

but i know that it will be impossible for us to get along ever.

i can't trust you.

i opened the papers today.

flipped it to the sports section.

and stared.

and stared and stared and stared.

then it hit me.






fernando torres shaved his head?! haha. wait til i let my sis see the picture.

seriously. the zonkies never fail to brighten my day, make me laugh and go crazy. i'll never be able to find another gang of people to be as retarded with, and to make fun of. haha.

was it only the day before yesterday when we spent our time together?

thanks to ana, wen, trace, and ongying. not to mention the rest of the gang. too bad you guys weren't at school too. leave so early!! act nerd a bit and stay back larh! then you could have met us. haha. love you guys!


and to think that after i came back, the brightness was mostly snuffed out. fucking people. i seriously can't stand how blind we all are. saying things and giving stupid fucking excuses to imply that you actually meant something that you don't.

let me bow down to your fucking highnesses, you fucking bitches. wouldn't want to waste dog shit on people like you.




whoever who said that we all should place our family before our friends have fucking shit for brains. they haven't experienced the joy of having a fucking dysfunctional family.