the sleepover ended yesterday.

ongying left yesterday.

i want to mahjong!!!!

-tis the season to be jolly.

yeah right. all of us are just stoning in front of the computer, the television, or going out and stone somemore. what's there to be jolly about? walking home today made me think of this. how do you tell if someone is depressed? those bullshit signs they talk about on tv... HAH. like fuck its actually like that. how the hell do you know if you are depressed? from the oppressive feeling you get when you're alone? the feeling that you can't be bothered to continue breathing, to continue living? wish i knew.


went to mindcafe today. hahahahaha. played lame games. the poor staff. must have thought we were idiots. having to explain every game to us. the hamster wheel was fun!!! haha. want to go again.

and that is one of the crappiest post i've done in a long time.

yay. found a website where you can dl manga. but not sure whether it works. or if it is even in a language i can read. hopefully its english. cause the comments were made by people who sounds very pro in english. haha. lots and lots of manga there!!

is it even possible to sound pro in english with a one line comment? hah. i dunno. what i mean pro is that they seem to use english fluently. so. am i supposed to be able to tell that english is used fluently in just one line of words?


anyway. i realized one thing. 226 posts in about 1288 days. that ain't a lot. ok. i know what's my new year resolution now. blog more. cause i always manage to think of something i want to blog about in the middle of the day, and when i get home, its either i forget about it or its too late to turn on the comp.

shall whine for a pda. though i'm already whining for a new laptop. probably won't get it then. so what. shall bring a notebook. WAHAHAHA. the next time you see me writing furiously into this tiny notebook you'll know what i'm doing.

i learnt new stuff about you today.

i kind of still cannot believe it.

haha.

we now know more about each other.

why can't you have told me about this earlier??!

now i'll never walk alone.

haha.


i'm not okay!!!!! -my chemical romance

yay. PW's finally over and done with. haha. now i seriously pity the ip kids from nanyang. last year they must have done this times 10!! mwahahaha.

funnily enough. i'm not aiming for an A in PW. instead, its more like a "when will it end" goal. haha. always knew i'm not a serious student.

meeting vp tomorrow. *gasp*. shuanghong! what have you done! hah. just trying to crap my way so not to drop any subjects to h1. kinda stupid to drop anyway. the only subject i'll drop is econs. and in the end its still the topics i hate (i.e. the topics i totally pon lectures for and do not understand a shit going on). heh. unless i can change subjects. that i'll consider.


yepyep. go listen to the diary of jane by breaking benjamin. no idea if its popular or not. but its very very nice. though some of the lyrics make no sense.

you asked me when would i get a boyfriend.


LOL. shouldn't i be the one asking that first? idiot. heh.

want to spend more time slacking around with you. what a useful way to spend time. we should try going to different places all the time. check out all the ulu cafes. and go broke! money is thus, spent wisely in this way. hahahahaha.

it hasn't changed.

i'm still lost. confused.

i need you. but i can't see you.

whatever happened to us?

i want everything back the way it was.

or to forget everything that has happened.




P.S. i can cry when i think of you.

today is a day of fucking irritating stuff.

we saw this damn sick old guy on the bus. he was being fucking gross, coughing his damn phlegm at least FOUR times and spitting it out onto the FLOOR! what the fuck??!! he then went on to rub the phlegm around the floor with his shoe. he did it when he thought no one was looking, with nobody sitting next to him, and he did it when there were people actually sitting next to him. COME ON! you think the damn hacking sounds can't be heard?! my ass!

then there was this lao3 auntie in her car sounding her bloody horn all the time. walau larh think people deaf one arh! fucking impatient. grr.

stupid old people.