stupid jabs.

now my arms hurt.

flu jab has never not hurt for me before.


haiz.


if you look clearly you can actually see the holes.

haha.

I-M-A-G-I-N-A-T-I-O-N...
-spongebob squarepants

You take away
I feel the same
All the promises you made to me you made in vain
I lost myself inside your tainted smile again
Cause...

You can't feel my anger
You can't feel my pain
You can't feel my torment
Driving me insane
I can't fight these feelings, they will bring you pain
You can't take away
Make me whole again

I feel betrayed
Stuck in your way
And you rip me apart with the brutal things you say
I can't deal with this shit anymore
I just look away
Cause...

-Mudshovel, Staind

haha. watch death note!!!

L is psychotically intelligent. damn zai. first time i saw him i laughed.


ah!!!!!! i want to know a L too. haha.

it just hit me last night, how fragile life is.

i saw him crash into the wall, with me next to him. i couldn't do anything. i was scared, and shocked. thank god nothing happened to him.

but that incident made me cry. what if something had happened. i thought i wouldn't care, but i did.

i realized one thing.

i never achieved the familarity i felt with you with any other people.

i remember times when we just communicated with expressions and looks, no words needed.


i miss that.