i learnt three things:
1) my dad really spoils me.
2) lightning turns the grey sky pink.
3) i love bitching. would i be cursed for that?






do you ever feel as though the harder you breath, the less air you take in?


not asthma you idiot.

i learned three things today.
1) my dad really spoils me.
2) lightning turns the grey sky pink.
3) i seriously love bitching. would i get punished for that?






have you ever felt that for every breath you take, the harder you breath the lesser air you get?



its not asthma, you idiot.

i learned three things today.
1) my dad really spoils me.
2) lightning turns the grey sky pink.
3) i seriously love bitching. would i get punished for that?






have you ever felt that for every breath you take, the harder you breath the lesser air you get?



its not asthma, you idiot.

i finally finished the damn photosynthesis tutorial.

life seriously sucks sometimes.





i'm trying to run away, but the chain's holding me back.

i seriously can't recall how you look like now.
you're fading away.


grasping at any hopes i can have.

dear god. why the hell are you so stupid. you can't do anything right at all. what is your aim, your purpose in life? you seem to be going through life in motion, without any action. screw you. you need to wake up and slap yourself silly. stare in the mirror. and think of something. what the hell are you gonna do in the future? slack around wasting your parents' money? fuck you.

you stupid, idiotic asshole. go dunk yourself in the water.

we're all separated now, aren't we?

everyone. everywhere.

who gives a damn.

shu: hi shu! haha. haven't updated for a long time.. vj's a really fun plasce to be.. (now the second intakers are gonna bop me over my head), but yep! i'm enjoying my time there (sounds like i'm in prison). hah. the only problem is that this place is damn far, and school ends quite late. i'm still the same old me here. not doing much tutorials, and skipping as many lessons as possible. in fact i skipped chem and typing this now. see? i never changed. whatever happened to tracy's bdae dinner? when are we gonna hold the proper one??!! sorry trace!!


whee! my wrist in n0w currently in a support. yes to add the my list of weak ankles, i can now proudly add my wrist! oh my, how wonderful life can be!

i no longer feel that pang of despair when i think of you.


does it mean i'm over it?

look at dawnie. big-eyed. tanned. isn't she BEAU-tiful??? *sniggers*






wah. look at her pasty white face. see a ghost or what??? and if you ignore her, the lovely shooting stars at the background. yes! we actually caught it on camera.





like real. hah. the other zonkies? don't laugh. your turn will come soon. hehheh.