-tis the season to be jolly.

yeah right. all of us are just stoning in front of the computer, the television, or going out and stone somemore. what's there to be jolly about? walking home today made me think of this. how do you tell if someone is depressed? those bullshit signs they talk about on tv... HAH. like fuck its actually like that. how the hell do you know if you are depressed? from the oppressive feeling you get when you're alone? the feeling that you can't be bothered to continue breathing, to continue living? wish i knew.


went to mindcafe today. hahahahaha. played lame games. the poor staff. must have thought we were idiots. having to explain every game to us. the hamster wheel was fun!!! haha. want to go again.