i think i've changed. majorly. i guess, in a way, a school changes the way you act, together with the people you hang out with.

seriously, i have no idea of what to think about the things going on in my life. i'm getting sick and tired of it. i need a new setting, a new environment.

wouldn't it be fun if we can all change our life with a stroke of the pen? imagine if we can write our own happy ending, or change our surroundings with just a flourish. hah.

this reminds me of the stupid compre for gp, on genetic engineering. can you believe it? i was arguing that genetic engineering is evil, with points taken from christianity! sorry to the christians out there, but i had never never ever used christianity as a point to help me in my essays before. heh. am i changing in this? or maybe it was just used to give a model answer. stupid fucking gp. creates so much fucking problems.

my opinions of certain people seem to be changing as well. i used to like them, as a person, and now... saying that they irritate me would be a tactful way of saying it. damnit. this really proves the point that what you hear really affects you.


i want to live in an isolated place, with just me and my computer for company. kinda likcastaway, just with my computer and of course broadband connection. heh. what's the point of a computer without internet?







its much better to face these kinds of things with a sense of poise and rationality.