what happens when your house no longer becomes your home?

when its no longer a haven?

when all you want to do is run away from it?

all i can think of are lines from 'this is not a fashion statement, its a fucking deathwish'.

i'm taking back the life you stole.

this hole you put me in,
wasn't deep enough
and i'm climbing out right now.

i will avenge my ghost with every breath i take.

there's always a song from mcr you can relate with.

i realized. i only like songs like that. that i can understand and feel the emotions, singing the songs out loud.

funnily enough. brushing your teeth while having the songs played are really therapeutic. i can sit there are brush my teeth for over ten minutes just listening to the songs over and over again. to the point where i lose myself and the brushing goes on for too long.

my one week old toothbrush is looking very battered now.