this day certainly hasn't been one of my best days.

when i was on my way to school, my dad drove past sajc. and i felt this small longing in my heart. i didn't expect it... but i realised i actually missed my og and cg. A LOT. this was reiterated throughout the day at vjc. i missed the warmth of eveybody in sa.

the day spent as vj wasn't THAT bad i guess. at least ongying was with me the whole day. and our mouths never stopped talking. hah. she's one of the best people i can spend my day with. never have to think of what to say and what to do.. everything's just spontaneous.

then comes evening. anxiously waiting for a call. and none came. i never thought i be that disappointed if i didn't make it, but, truthfully, it hurts. my visions, my hopes were crushed with this non-existent phonecall. don't blame me if you see me walking around with a black face this few days. its kind of ridiculous, but i can nearly feel the tears at the back of my eyes.